Insomnia

I think it’s ridiculously unfair that I have both insomnia and narcolepsy these days. How is this even possible?

I think it started last week when I finally rid my body of the influenza virus. I’ve been having some trouble sleeping, but it was mostly like 11-12 o’clock trouble. After I spent 2 days last week completely out of it, I was wide awake after pre-Thanksgiving. I stayed up progressively later each night, until Saturday night when I was up until 7am. This didn’t turn out too badly since I woke up at 11 and had a normal day. I got drowsy around 6, but willed myself to power through it by doing laundry and fidgeting a lot. And once I made it over the hump, I thought I would go to bed around 9 or so and get back on track. But no.

Once I made it through the drowsy period, I was awake. I stayed up and watched the Patriots and the Eagles play some sub-standard football. Not like bad football, but just not up to their usual standards. By that I mean Tom Brady had a less than stellar game. They still won, but not enough for me to get a fantasy football win. *sob*

Yenny suggested it might be my new meds. Which is possible… that doesn’t explain last week, but combine that with starting back up after taking a week off, and it might explain my self-perpetuating issue now. I hope I get used to this soon. The staying awake part is good. And I’m not tired in the morning — even get up before my alarm regularly now. It’s kind of scary. But it’s a little unsettling to be up at 1-2 in the morning on a weeknight, especially when I’ve been getting up early to catch the bus lately.

I’m afraid this might affect my sanity. You know, what little of it I have left…

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4 Comments

  1. It is so unfair that you are awake and can’t sleep – I can sleep,but my children won’t LET me. It’d be easier if I was awake – I think you should come live here until you get this straightened out! ;-)

  2. You need to convince your kids that naps are like a little bundle of Christmas that they’re allowed to have *every day*!! But they have to run around the yard 30 times before they’re allowed to take one. :)

  3. My guess is that during your cold, you slept enough to last you for a while. I remember when I was working night shift, I napped so much during weekend because I couldn’t help it (like narcolepsy), then during the weekdays, I couldn’t sleep well (like insomnia) which was ok because I needed more time to work around the house. Every time I was wide awake, I just got up to do work being productive with my awaking time until I felt tired. I believe everything happens for a reason which we might not know at the time. Enjoy your awaking time now and put it to use before the narcolepsy comes back.

  4. But the combination makes me restless and unable to sleep at night, then tired, unproductive, and drowsy during the day. It’s starting to even out though. So, yay!

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